kiwu · 8 answers · 14d
its memorial season(as in jesus', I'm a Christian) and a week before the memorial we have a special talk about him at [religious service] which is today. I reallyyyy didn't wanna miss it cuz of how sick I am, but I'm already getting so much better since ive been wellmaxxing so I think I'll be ok if I go but wear an n95 and sit in the back room then leave right after :) anyways qotd: "Who's someone/thing(can be multiple) who did something that completely changed your perspective of them/it?"
i had a friend who i became really close with, we were friends for 2+ years, and then he suddenly started acting really harshly toward me and would do all of this kind of emotional push/pull stuff being really nice after saying something just awful. he really tore down my confidence, made me doubt myself and my sanity, and insulted me. he’d never apologize for what he did, just act like nothing had happened. i’m not someone you can just mistreat because you’re in a bad mood. i thought he was better than that, so i blocked him on everything and afaik he “has no idea why.” it pains me still to wonder if he thinks less of me for it, but i know thats just me being afraid of confrontation bc i don’t actually care what someone like that thinks of me.
i just miss when we were close and before i knew he was like that.
