Hi friends. Another wonderful day today. I hope you’re all doing good. Please know this is a safe place for you venting or talking about your day, talk about your yumes or the ones you love. Use this ask to talk about anything you’d like. ♥️ I’ll always reply. I love you all and take care.
hope your day went well!! i have to work all day today and i don’t want to
👋👋👋 hi. I guess I will talk about my yume… and my stupid friend
I don’t know if I’m “non-sharing” so to speak but horropedia makes me really happy and seeing other yumes for him make me irritated just a little. Maybe it’s the autism.
Regardless I adore him SOOO MUCH! He’s my everything! And I think about him a LOT! I think there’s something wrong with me HES SO CUTESY !
Ok so. I’ve got this stupid friend of mine I can’t get her off my mind, I ranted to her about the movie I watched last night, she says she’s gonna watch it too. I think about her a lot… I hope she sees me the same. Or thinks of me too.
Hello Karube, you are so kind. I am going to devour you. I love you lots. You're so cool.
Anyways, I've been doing pretty bad if I'm being completely honest. I don't show it very often either. But I kind of hate myself. I used to be a lot kinder, more easygoing, more fun. But lately I've been nothing but angry, irritable, depressed and blah blah blah. I've been losing so much motivation to live too. I feel like I view everyone in my life as objects of entertainment, not as my friends. Sometimes I love everyone, but when things don't go my way, I get really ugly. I start hating everyone around me and sometimes, I want them dead. It's horrible. And sometimes it makes me wallow and sulk because I can't lie to myself and say I'm a good person if I think like that. That's another thing. I don't feel like Im actually a good person. When I try to make people feel good or I do something for someone, I feel like I do it for my own benefit. It might make someone else feel good, but it makes me feel the best. I feel like I do these things for my own ego, JUST to feel like a good person. Because if I didn't care about how others perceived me, wouldn't I just be a terrible person? Wouldn't I just show the world how genuinely terrible I can be? I don't really know.
what the hell, sure
I'm kinda tired of baking. I know its my entire personality online and it's literally what people know me for but I'm exhausted. I'm tired of baking cakes/cookies/etc for my family and watching them throw it away in front of me. I put all that time & effort into, what? A second of happiness? A picture to post on my socials? All for it to be thrown away into the trash. I can't even eat most of the things I make half of the time.
I do adore sweets and I do get happy when I bake a new dessert. But it really just feels like it's not worth it anymore...
anyway ramble over, we love you too karube & I'm glad today was great!
hello it took me a while to decide on what to talk about but i've been really proud of myself lately. last month was so chaotic and stressing. i had so many things to finish / hand in but i was able to do it :) i am also sorry for not replying to you more often i sometimes don't know what to reply other then that i am wondering i should yume nick. i been obsessed with him lately since i got back into watch fd and i really like him a lot. he's been kinda taking over my brain LOL. anways i hope your therapy session went well !
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i linked the. wrong rentry in my last ask im gonna die WHAREVER, still my rentry.
ANYWAY! Uhm I love Joseph Desaulniers; we've been in love since December 10th, 2020... he's part of how I differentiate myself from the old host.
I was going to use this as an excuse to ramble about my writing and art but currently I don't have much for my current project and have a nasty case of design and art block. Uuugh agonies </3
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