I have horrible Tokophobia, which is horrendous for a wannabe mother. For me, my phobia goes deep. Pregnancy, ab/rtions, m/scarriages, SIDS, “t*be ty*ng” are all things that make my skin crawl. I can’t listen to pregnancy stories or any mentions of how the body transforms through pregnancy (swollen feet, for example). I’m hoping to get over it as I wish to have a biological child very badly.