aw hiii. just seeing this now. today's been better than the last few. had a terrible panic attack last night but i woke up better today mostly. i've been looping rico nasty's new album and working on my site

i'm sorry haha i've just had a rough time lately. i'm worried of personal stress on myself and mods over reopening signups and anon asks. i do plan to enable anon asks again sooner than later as a trial kinda thing and also because i miss them. but the potential for abuse is

moderation is incredibly difficult. it is emotional labor that i am personally more often than not entirely unequipped to handle. i didn't plan to have registration closed this long but my personal life has been out of control and i have to look out for myself

professional sysadmin work

overcast

washing out of a private college

if/when you see this, please report this to mods ASAP if happening on-site

mozzarella forever

ruby

it depends

hbd to your sister! welcome back!

something that calms me... not a lot these days sadly. but seeing dambara ruru helps